Showing posts with label heart. Show all posts
Showing posts with label heart. Show all posts

Thursday, December 10, 2015

Shale Story

You're working in generations
Healing what's past
Breaking fallow ground
Bringing life from the lost
You break the seal of what's past!

Meander through shards of history 
Rubble at a glance, life from long gone days
Listening to ocean waves, ripples from the past
Asking Lord, what does it mean? What was it for?

I'm listening, waiting here
Lord what do You want to say

We gather and build, tie the knots with our frayed strings
Shadows wax and wane
Footsteps graced alone by sun and rain
My heart still knows it's ache

I'm listening, waiting here
Lord what do you want to say
Scars fossilized, my history laid bare
While I glide on wings, a flying bird

Tracks from days past break apart with new growth
Water of life beckon these roots ever deep
These branches reach higher, over shadowy ridge 
Old patterns won't hold me, grown less familiar

I'm listening, waiting here
Lord what do you want to say
Scars fossilized, my history laid bare
While I glide on wings, a flying bird
Imprints of pain, now archived
No weight on me, free to be
— 

He said, "I was the farmer who plowed your heart
I planted, I watered, I warmed with my light
You're my sapling, nurtured tenderly
Crusty old days backdrop my redemption 
They don't hold you, I do
Walk with me, let us see, an ancient history."


© Jena Rutan 2015. All rights reserved. 
Scripture references are from the NASB.





Wednesday, December 9, 2015

Awakened Heart

Stir my heart
Let it be
Awakened Lord
In Liberty

You've set me loose from the fowlers snare
You've made my feet steady in your beat
You reached down pulling me from the ashes
Your arms enveloped me, now You're my Father!

Stir my heart
Let it be
Awakened Lord
In Liberty

I once was lost, now I'm found
Amazing grace set me firmly on the ground
Rejected, abandoned, accused, left in scorn
This orphaned heart no longer alone

You covered me in robes of white
Like the flowers I'm wrapped up in Your light
You're working all things for good
Your Word never boomerangs empty handed
My future has hope because of Your plans
Oh Shepherd lead with your gentle hand

Stir my heart
Let it be
Awakened Lord
In Liberty

Let me follow You with all the days I have breath
Protect and guide; don't let me veer from Your steps
I want to stay in the shadow of Your wing
I want to hear the heartbeat of my King


© Jena Rutan 2015. All rights reserved. 
Scripture references are from the NASB.



Friday, November 20, 2015

Infinity's Thread

This thread of infinity, always present like ribbons of wind
A jet stream that swirls and leaves
I'll surf on the crest as long as I breathe
Please Holy Spirit lead

It's Your gift 
Moving my lungs and pumping each beat
Of my life...
The same one who raised life from death
Opens my nostrils at the start of each new day
You pull back that starry curtain to showcase Your loving embrace

And time never changes to You
Outside of our sunsets and new moons you stand
Always unchanging, forever unwavering, never relenting
In pursuit of my heart

Eternal reminders wrapped up in your fringes
The shadow of those wings is where I find rest
These days beat on by, like the blink of my eye
Rhythm and speed want to overtake me

Yet I look to the blue and remember what's true
The devoted One who is Father and Son
The Spirit I breathe, yes He understands
My Author, Sustainer, Ally, and Father
I bless You Lord heart, life, my strength 

And time never changes to You
Outside of our sunsets and new moons you stand
Always unchanging, forever unwavering, never relenting
In pursuit of my heart

My lips utter honor, my face transfixed
Without You nothing was made
Your hand hovered before time started to crawl
In that moment 
You already knew me
You already loved me
This extravagant love is outside my box

A brilliant rendering Oh Great Architect
Who reached down into time to give life to my simple soul 
This immense love, this intentional care, this greatest desire and love

I'm enamored by You
I'm drawn to Your kindness
I'm falling in love all over again
And time never changes to You
Outside of our sunsets and new moons you stand
Always unchanging, forever unwavering, never relenting
In pursuit of my heart

So is time really there? Is it one layered unfolding picture?
Your devotion and passion have always been there, after me
In the blink of Your eye all of time came and went
Our days are like flowers gleaming under your love

So Lord please honor this simple prayer
Teach me to number my days
Let me present to you a heart of wisdom

And time never changes to You
Outside of our sunsets and new moons you stand
Always unchanging, forever unwavering, never relenting
In pursuit of my heart


© Jena Rutan 2015. All rights reserved. 
Scripture references are from the NASB.



Thursday, November 19, 2015

Puzzled Heart

Tune my heart to the frequency of healing
Polarize this pumping to restore my open soul
I pry bars of this puzzled heart bare for Your balm

I see flashes of that puzzle, pieces altogether
Like a Jasmine Cambric washing pearls through me
Heart steps like a jigsaw, I'm dancing into destiny

Great Picture Maker show me all the sides of this little piece
How it fits and reaches, the puzzle parts around me
These jigsaw knobs and pockets, connecting pieces of our hearts
God bring us together, let no past tear us apart

This interlocking artwork with feathered tabs and scuffs
Flaming angry gashes from childhood's heart lashes
But the piece thief has forfeited, his grasp now rebuffed
And the Puzzle Maker fettles the diamond in this ruff 


© Jena Rutan 2015. All rights reserved. 
Scripture references are from the NASB.